god, grant me..

the serenity to accept the things i cannot change. no, i haven't quite yet joined AA, but this quote was on this week's grey's anatomy (praise be to patrick dempsey), and i need to make it my new mantra. i have discovered that i'm ill equipped to deal with the ins and outs of "dating"... such as it is in my life. it takes too much work and i'm tired. i realize i'm throwing a little virtual hissy fit, but how much longer can this go on? seriously.